November 2008

{I wish I was
like you}

You can bend
But not break
You give more
Than you take
You are selfless
But never helpess

December 26, 2008

I know it's in there
hidden somewhere
behind muscle and sinew
the mercy and virtue
the good that won't come out

December 28, 2008

The music is drowning out the words
but the emotion is coming through clear
how could you ever feel so alone
with so many people in the city
when you're ready honey,
come on home
I'll be here waiting

December 25, 2008-- Any Other Day

Don't come my way, today
I don't want to hear
What you have to say
Not when you're treating me
like every other girl
Even though I was always
part of your world
And don't come my way, today
Just so you can ignore me
You used to adore me
Or at least that's what you said
When we were laying in bed
It was four years ago today
I felt life was just beginning
Now I see, that was only an ending
You captured me
But now I'm breaking free
So baby, happy anniversary
That's all I have to say
because this holiday feels like
Any other day

November 27, 2008

Ribbons and curls
give way to
drugs
and
eating disorders

Dreams twist
and turn
into nightmare-ish
reality

Desire grows
and like an
addict you are
left
always wanting
more

November 24, 2008

the war is never over
but still I wait for the sun
I hang onto false hope
waiting for a brighter day to come
these things I own
I'm starting to become

November 17, 2008

You take my breath away
Everytime you say you want me to stay
You make me speechless, baby
Whenever you are near
But that does not mean
that I don't want you here
Because everytime you're around
my feet can't find solid ground
and my head gets lost in space
But I wouldn't have it any other way