Wednesday, August 12, 2009

November 2008

{I wish I was
like you}

You can bend
But not break
You give more
Than you take
You are selfless
But never helpess

December 26, 2008

I know it's in there
hidden somewhere
behind muscle and sinew
the mercy and virtue
the good that won't come out

December 28, 2008

The music is drowning out the words
but the emotion is coming through clear
how could you ever feel so alone
with so many people in the city
when you're ready honey,
come on home
I'll be here waiting

December 25, 2008-- Any Other Day

Don't come my way, today
I don't want to hear
What you have to say
Not when you're treating me
like every other girl
Even though I was always
part of your world
And don't come my way, today
Just so you can ignore me
You used to adore me
Or at least that's what you said
When we were laying in bed
It was four years ago today
I felt life was just beginning
Now I see, that was only an ending
You captured me
But now I'm breaking free
So baby, happy anniversary
That's all I have to say
because this holiday feels like
Any other day

November 27, 2008

Ribbons and curls
give way to
eating disorders

Dreams twist
and turn
into nightmare-ish

Desire grows
and like an
addict you are
always wanting

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

November 24, 2008

the war is never over
but still I wait for the sun
I hang onto false hope
waiting for a brighter day to come
these things I own
I'm starting to become

November 17, 2008

You take my breath away
Everytime you say you want me to stay
You make me speechless, baby
Whenever you are near
But that does not mean
that I don't want you here
Because everytime you're around
my feet can't find solid ground
and my head gets lost in space
But I wouldn't have it any other way

November 16, 2008

time is all we have
through the good, the bad
time marches on
we have to be strong
lets not take it for granted
there is no rewinding
I won't waste another minute
drowning in my misery
there's too much
out there to see

September 9, 2008

We are what we hate

August 27, 2008

I don't have any money, honey
I don't have no car
Still there's no doubt
In my mind
I will find you
Where ever you are
We would be happy
living off the sun
We could get by
As tourists
Living on the run

August 25, 2008 (3)

I'm going to sleep to dream tonight
and thank god for the moonlight
cause a black sky just wouldn't seem right
I'm going to sleep to dream tonight
With you on my mind
I'm going to take all of my doubts
and leave them behind
I'll forget about my fears and
Not worry about the years
and when I wake up, I'll know
that i'll see you again soon
Because whenever I close my eyes
I won't have to dream
to know you'll be there
when I wake

August 25, 2008 (2)

Nineteen was only
Four years ago
But it feels like
A lifetime away
No matter how hard
I try to forget
I can still
Remember that day

August 25, 2008

The fine line
between music and poetry
does not exist in my mind
Nor in the rhythm of words
that flow from this pen
It cannot be found
in the voices of a chorus
Or the lyrics of a song
No matter where I go
It cannot be known


Sorry if anything is posted twice. I check the corner when I post, but that doesn't always work. I'm too scattered. I don't think I've had any doubles yet though.

I'm probably going to start putting the date written as the title.

Although I have hundreds without dates....


Some Quotes:

"Sometimes what you call everything, I call nothing."

"Destiny has a way of finding you."
(One Tree Hill)

"I don't give a shit about sleeping. I want love, or death. That's it."
(Leon The Professional)


A beautiful girl came from the sea
With golden hair flowing
down to her knees
She learned to walk but wished to fly
Like the graceful angels that filled the sky
She never found her place
in this material world
She spread her saving grace
among(st) the people on the ground
but when all was said and done
She still found herself bound
locked up in their chains with no way out
In the distance she thought she heard
the distinct sound of an angels shout
He came to save her
and this advice he gave her
they will hunt you and torture you
and bury you alive
but if you can forgive them after
and keep your heart hate free
then you can survive
and you, too, can fly like me